I totally changed my opinion about Jackie the day I realized that she drinks and clubs. Am sorry to say this but I fear chics who do that stuff. See, my dad is a drunkard. The last thing I wanna see is my girlfriend scooping up bottles of beer down her throat. She is such a lovely girl, why does she drink? She doesn’t know this is the reason I have reduced my texts and calls to her, but I don’t wanna withdraw completely. It sure won’t be fair coz it would mean am a very selfish man. But it broke my heart to learn that she does that.
I had to change plans…perhaps feelings too. In that regard, I decided to give Terry a little more attention. Like I told you, we haven’t met yet, but if things go according to plan we could be meeting this week. She also keeps me guessing a lot. Only that I wouldn’t wanna take misjudged steps. Hoping that she will make it like she promised.
But am still on the go. I met Juliet online last week. I know where she stays because it was my hood before we moved to our current residence. She is a second year student at United States International University taking International Relations. I could probably be seeing her before the end of this week too, but I can’t say much about her because we haven’t chatted enough. Though she’s pretty cool. I can sense it through our chats. Last night we chatted up to around midnight. She seems to be so caring, patient and understanding. Yes, we have exchanged numbers already.
Perhaps the most interesting news is that Gloria came to see me last week before I travelled to up-country for grandpa’s burial. I wouldn’t say I enjoyed that meeting. We talked, though tensed. It’s hard to handle an ex because you don’t really know what to talk about. We found ourselves talking about the reason we broke up, and emotions almost took center stage. She insisted that she was not on the wrong. I really was in no mood to begin any argument, so I almost agreed with everything she said, thinking that maybe it would give her some sense of closure that I finally believed her.
As she was almost leaving, we were a bit relaxed. She consoled me about grandpa’s demise and we ended up kissing. I was surprised when she demanded to know whether I’m still in love with her. I told her the truth. NO!…