Pain Stain

Pain Stain
I thought I’d run away
Left scenes in the past
I thought I would no more see
The struggle
Of the two that bore me
Wrestle to the floor angered
A party drunk to nuts
Insults
Brewing hatred
Battery business I can no more bare
I want to run away
Look for my God
And cry to Him tall
For this pain
Now a stubborn stain

I’ve seen selfishness
Thrive shamelessly
To break
The beauty of a family
I have cried my tears out
Just because money caused a bout
Left with no feelings
No heart
No conscience
No fear
But to God I cry

My night is long
I want to run away
Away from the feasting fists
The adult embarrassment
The stain that is my pain 
Like I want to sleep
Never to wake up again
I don’t know what love is yet
Nobody taught me
Mama’s cry haunts deep

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Post Author: Eric Onyango Otieno

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  • Irine Majale (@bubblb)

    (October 17, 2011 - 11:04 am)

    This is heavy

    • Ricwriter

      (October 18, 2011 - 10:53 am)

      I was at the deep end of my heart. Far away from this world….

  • Nelas

    (October 20, 2011 - 8:29 am)

    The intensity of the words tell it ol

    • Ricwriter

      (October 25, 2011 - 1:06 pm)

      Many thanks. It speaks volume.

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